A Girl Seeks Her Place in the Universe
Review by Katie Haegele
From the Philadelphia Inquirer
Set in the '70s,
Anjali Banerjee's first novel has the distinct whiff of something
sweet and unfamiliar about it. Maybe it's
just all the strawberry Quik and watermelon lip gloss in her
main character Maya's life, but maybe it's something less chemically
preserved. Something more like innocence. Maya Mukherjee is
an only child, born in Calcutta but raised in snowbound Manitoba,
Canada. By today's standards she's a young 12 - short, knobby-kneed,
and inexperienced with boys, although she is seriously crushing
on John Travolta and his teenage Canadian counterpart, Maya's
flirtatious, Yes-listening classmate Jamie. (For readers Maya's
age: Yes was a band that mysterious boys with shaggy hair liked
to listen to. A lot.)
While Maya's life
is sheltered, it's not without complications. She thinks she'd like
to be a writer,
but her father, a nuclear
engineer, wants her to become an astronomer or a physicist. "Nobel
Prize material!" he occasionally hollers in her direction
for encouragement. Maya herself is mildly obsessed with the waiting
game all skinny preteen girls can relate to, the when-am-I-gonna-get-'em
question. Braces and the occasional zit complete the picture.
Her
major preoccupation, though, is being the only brown kid around.
Thoroughly Canadian, she's jealous of her parents' friends
the Ghoses, whose two children speak fluent Bengali, while
she only knows English and the language of Western pop culture. But
at school she feels embarrassed by her Indian-ness. It's hard
not to when the class bully calls her hateful names and some
of the girls make fun of her "barfy" lunches of leftover
rice and dhal. But lo and behold, her differentness has attracted
the attention of Jamie, who asks her about things that usually
make her feel alienated from her friends, like the smudge of
red her mother wears on her forehead. The Indian-Canadian
thing gets even more complicated when Maya's beautiful cousin Priyanka
- "Pinky" - comes to visit
from Calcutta. Maya already loves Pinky from their airmail
correspondence, and the girls bond over a botched beauty treatment.
But when
Jamie looks at Pinky he sees a more grown-up version of Maya
- and a more Indian one, with her swishing sari, lovely British-tinged
accent, and elaborate Kathak dancing.
When Jamie falls
for Pinky, Banerjee captures something beyond the more predictable,
if
nasty, problems of being an ethnic
minority by showing that the double-edged sword of seeming "exotic" can
cut as deep as straight-up bigotry. Luckily, Pinky brought
something from India besides her bra-needing figure: a beautiful gold
statue of the elephant-headed Hindu
god, Ganesh. Maya locks herself in the closet with the round-bellied
figure, makes him a jelly-bean offering, and tells him her
troubles. Ganesh agrees to destroy the "obstacles and
impediments" that
make her life difficult, but it doesn't take long for her
to realize that imposing her will on other people can hurt
them.
To undo the damage
of her wishes-come-true, Maya must travel
to Calcutta, where she swoons in the heat and the streets
teem with homeless children. She misses the blue spruce
and flat
highways of Manitoba. But she's surprised to feel at home
here in a way,
too, with relatives who smell "familiar, of spice and
silk, as if we have a secret family recipe of smells." The
neatest thing about this coming-of-age story is that it's
about something much bigger than first kisses, or even
confusing
identities. Maya's first experience of thinking like an
adult is pretty heavy, to use an expression of her time: It's really
a religious truth about her relationship with the universe.
By the book's end she understands that she's neither sort
of Canadian
nor sort of Indian, but both things and neither at the
same
time.
It's a stunning idea,
beautiful and complex, and one that belies the book's simple language
and childlike perspective.
It's
also pleasingly accessible. After all, as Ganesh tells
Maya, all he
really did was remove illusions to help her see the truth.
Reprinted with
permission from Katie Haegele; not to be reprinted or reposted without
permission.
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